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Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Bitten
I tried. Lord knows I tried so damn hard. I falter. Apparently my experience or the lack of it precedes my effort. I am incapable. It cripples me. It feels like as much as I want to move forward, it is not my decision to make. I thought I make the rules. Surprisingly, I don’t. I thought I learned my lessons well. I thought that I have learned to accept that things do not go my way. Not because of any other reasons but mainly because that is what I want. I do not get what I want. I don’t learn. Each day I have to live with that. Each day I have to arduously implant that in my head because if I don’t I will be back here. This is my default. I question. I wait for answers. I get questions in return. Time passed by and I am still unchanged. I am sorry. I tried.
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12 comments:
"even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying."
you'll be fine.. :)
i have nothin more to say. hehehe!!
hi there. a friend here.
adding you on my blog roll.
you remind me of someone
closest to my heart.
=)
uy, me bagong post, yey! uy, emo... inuman na itu! hehe. :)
@eye_spy: Thanks. :)
@wanderingcommuter: Tell it to me in private na lang. hehehe.
@I am stan: Hi! Thanks for dropping by and evenmore for adding me to your blog roll. :)
Oooh.. I hope he did not give you heartaches. hehe
@gibbs cadiz: hehehe oo nga. Tara, basta let's not talk about this lang. lol
Heartaches last for as long as you want it to be. The only person who can free you from your heartache is you. - Source: Hallmark
Uy, si Hallmark may sabe nun ha.. ;)
everything will be alright, joaqui :)
sometimes you don't really need to ask "why" we know the answers di lang natin matanggap, insanity, paulit ulit hoping to get a different result pero still the same.
ayaw ko ng mag emo parang kahat na lang ata ng entry ko puro ganito..
btw xlink?... c u aroung
@Chyng: Defensive. wahehehe It's okay, I am okay. I just needed to let if go off my system.
@Bloiggster: Thanks! :)
@_ice_: It can be tiring but sometimes, you need it to feel better. Thanks for dropping by. :)
you'll be fine...
@Clipped Wings: Thanks. I am almost fine actually. :)
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