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Friday, November 28, 2008

Not Again

Here I go again
I told myself it is over
I told myself that I don’t want you anymore
I told myself that I will be fine without you
But then I long for you

I get to see more of you recently
That’s why it is so tempting to go back
Back to when I cannot control myself
Back to when I allow you to be my happiness
Back to when I was weak

I know it is not right and I promised
I am doing so well now and I don’t want to falter
I just have to stay strong and stay away
You are evil and you know that
You proudly wear that badge



dabo said...

master yourself.. kaya yan.

the geek said...

the more you stay away, the more you crave for it....

Mr. Scheez said...

Smoking again? Hmmm, bakit kaya? I wonder. Hehehe =)

joaqui_miguel said...

@dabo: I will. Thanks! :)

@the geek: I have to be strong. I can do it.

@Mr. Scheez: I have been invited to smoke by friends who forgot I already quit. I still join them in their "cancer" party but I don't smoke. It's really hard but I know I can do it! :) Thanks. :)

Chyng said...

Hi Joaqui!

I failed to search your accounts. Sayang.

joaqui_miguel said...

@chyng: I use a different email and name on those accounts. :)

Anonymous said...

kelangan talag jan ng katakot-takot na effort... para maiwasan at tuluyang makalimutan. parang love lang o kaya puso kapag di ka makapag move on. nyahaha.

john stanley said...

hi. i took the liberty of linking you in my blog. i just thought you should know. i hope you don't mind.


if you cant beat them, join them!

come'on wax, smoking is nice...

gives you warmth in these cold nyts...

gives u a feeling of satisfaction...

they only lessen at least 2 decades off your life, so what..

they can only give you cancer..

so go ahead, be weak and smoke again.

Anonymous said...

can I join ur cancer party! lol

the only time that you can say its over is when you're unconscious about it :)

joaqui_miguel said...

@joshmarie: Thanks! I'll exert more effort, I guess. :)

@john stanley: Thanks for letting me know. Not a problem at all. Thanks. :)

@krisjasper: As always, the one who goes against the tide.

"gives you warmth in these cold nyts..."

I need this. Maybe I will consider... maybe. :)

Thanks! Have a great week ahead! :)

@bry: I guess, I'm not over yet. :)