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Friday, November 28, 2008

Not Again

Here I go again
I told myself it is over
I told myself that I don’t want you anymore
I told myself that I will be fine without you
But then I long for you

I get to see more of you recently
That’s why it is so tempting to go back
Back to when I cannot control myself
Back to when I allow you to be my happiness
Back to when I was weak

I know it is not right and I promised
I am doing so well now and I don’t want to falter
I just have to stay strong and stay away
You are evil and you know that
You proudly wear that badge

GOVERNMENT WARNING:
SMOKING KILLS

11 comments:

dabo said...

master yourself.. kaya yan.

the geek said...

the more you stay away, the more you crave for it....

Mr. Scheez said...

Smoking again? Hmmm, bakit kaya? I wonder. Hehehe =)

joaqui_miguel said...

@dabo: I will. Thanks! :)

@the geek: I have to be strong. I can do it.

@Mr. Scheez: I have been invited to smoke by friends who forgot I already quit. I still join them in their "cancer" party but I don't smoke. It's really hard but I know I can do it! :) Thanks. :)

Chyng said...

Hi Joaqui!

I failed to search your accounts. Sayang.

joaqui_miguel said...

@chyng: I use a different email and name on those accounts. :)

JoShMaRie said...

kelangan talag jan ng katakot-takot na effort... para maiwasan at tuluyang makalimutan. parang love lang o kaya puso kapag di ka makapag move on. nyahaha.

john stanley said...

hi. i took the liberty of linking you in my blog. i just thought you should know. i hope you don't mind.

KRIS JASPER said...

if you cant beat them, join them!

come'on wax, smoking is nice...

gives you warmth in these cold nyts...

gives u a feeling of satisfaction...

they only lessen at least 2 decades off your life, so what..

they can only give you cancer..

so go ahead, be weak and smoke again.

Bry said...

can I join ur cancer party! lol

the only time that you can say its over is when you're unconscious about it :)

joaqui_miguel said...

@joshmarie: Thanks! I'll exert more effort, I guess. :)

@john stanley: Thanks for letting me know. Not a problem at all. Thanks. :)

@krisjasper: As always, the one who goes against the tide.

"gives you warmth in these cold nyts..."

I need this. Maybe I will consider... maybe. :)

Thanks! Have a great week ahead! :)

@bry: I guess, I'm not over yet. :)